SueP an optimistic 2019

Thanks Karen,Paul and Matt, so hope it is just a blip but this is the second day of no show so really worried.  I feel like a mum watching the male searching and calling, I just want to reassure him, but with the noises heard yesterday morning are haunting me and so scared it was her being predated.  So stupid but I am feeling really fretful and upset.  Was sure laying had started too which makes it all the more sad.  I really will try to stay positive that she will return but as the hours go on I am feeling it less likely.  Thank you all.
Sue